I’ve been
thinking
of keys—
clearly:
the hand holding
them close to the lock—
nothing turning
turning
just a snapshot,
reflections, fingers
reaching for the thing
in the mirror
and not the thing
and that day
when I couldn’t open
up: and the door was just
a door
not a barrier
it was locked
and I was cold, tired, and
_________________________out:
my
fingers freeing and freezing
but caught
and I couldn’t hold or find—
my
_____way I wondered
about what happened to the dot
dot dot
in poetry
_____why doesn’t anyone like
them anymore
and what’s wrong
with the cut
and incomplete
____________________________
Excerpted from Border Wisdom by Ahmad Almallah. Published with permission from Winter Editions. Copyright © 2023 by Ahmad Almallah.