The newest self-publishing platform for writers? OnlyFans.
The Internet has opened up new modes of self-publishing for writers: subscription services like Substack and Patreon, online releases on platforms like Gumroad, and even NFTs. Now, we’re seeing the debut (to my knowledge) of a new self-publishing model: writer Aurora Mattia has published her latest story “Ezekiel in the Snow” on her OnlyFans page, where she also releases adult content for her subscribers. Readers can access the story, in a special digital release designed by Hannah Marshall, by subscribing to Mattia’s OnlyFans; they can also DM her on Twitter to purchase.
Mattia has previously published via more traditional avenues: her debut novel The Fifth Wound is forthcoming from Nightboat Books; her text-image collaborations with Elle Perez have been displayed at RISD Museum and the Carnegie Museum; her short stories have been published in Zoetrope: All-story and elsewhere. An early version of “Ezekiel in the Snow” was even published in Prairie Schooner three years ago. But Mattia says she’s already made more money in the first two days since releasing “Ezekiel in the Snow” than she has ever been paid for her work by a literary magazine, publisher, or museum. Publishing via Onlyfans allows Mattia to tap into her existing audience, bypassing the arduous process of pitching and submitting, and release what she wants when she wants. “I’ve developed enough of a presence in New York that I don’t feel the need to wait around for the publishing world to make its exceptionally slow, fickle and intermittent gestures of interest,” Mattia told me in an email. “I can share it when I feel ready, without ‘having to explain and re-explain the simplest facts about my fairy mind and its fairy desires.’”
An eager trend-diagnoser might read an OnlyFans publication model as the logical extension of publishing via the Internet. With social media, the separation between art and artist is increasingly obscured. Readers diagnose writers’ morality through the politics of their characters; the idea of reading writing separate from its writer is laughable when in a few keystrokes you can look up their side hustles, biographical information, and face. Unless you’re a Jonathan, your fiction is basically read as autofiction. There’s already a parasocial relation between audience and writer, one might say, so why not make the subtext text and promote the writer and the writing as a single package?
But Mattia has no interest in separation in the first place. Publishing via her OnlyFans is an artistic as well as practical choice: to her, her writing and her porn are two elements of the same project, and she wants their audiences to overlap. “I wanted to publish on OnlyFans specifically because the people who I want most as readers don’t need to divorce me from my body and make me ethereal; cis people always call beautiful dolls ‘unreal’ or ‘ethereal,’ and that’s both pedestalizing and dehumanizing, ultimately,” said Mattia. “I’m not unreal; my writing is not only a fantasy. My porn is not only a fantasy. It is a way of having faith, like the slow shapeshift of my body is a way of having faith. The world of the major publishers, of the New Yorker and the Paris Review, of the major reviewing outlets, is so buttoned-up and compartmentalized. It’s so dry. My writing is wet. I make the pages stick together. Because I write like I’m writing with cum, with blood and spit. It’s one atmosphere, one substance.”
Mattia’s OnlyFans bio reads: “transsexual fairy on her fire-escape, in powder-blue panties & a white tank top, dreaming of another world with you.” It’s not so different from her writing: visionary in the most literal sense of the word, in that she writes visions. She said in an interview that her stories tend to end in opals, feathers, cum and orchids. Her writing is hypervisual, and seems to drift between reality and myth, where, as she’s said, “paradise flashes and vanishes like a firefly.” According to Mattia, many women who subscribe to her OnlyFans write her to tell her she’s helped them feel possible, more embodied and closer to passion—helped them to embrace their own capacities for extravagance, grandeur, excess, melodrama. In both her writing and her porn, Mattia’s dreaming of other worlds, and with both forms of publication, she’s letting her audience in.
Below are three free excerpts from “Ezekiel in the Snow,” which can be accessed in its entirety via Mattia’s OnlyFans and Twitter.