In the language of flowers // I am the one who says // fuck you
I won’t be anyone’s nosegay // this Mary is her own // talking bouquet
never let a man speak for you or call you // what he wants // I learned that
the hard way // amorphophallus titanum // it sure sounds pretty in a dead tongue
except it’s Latin for big ugly dick // I mean I am // but what an asshole scientist
I prefer to think of myself // & this may sound vain // as a goddess
cadaver dressed in drag // my stage name // Versace Medusa
part Lilith part calla lily // keep your heteronormative birds & bees // give me
the necrophiliacs // the freaks the meat-eating // beetle & flesh fly
there I go again allies // getting all hot & bothered // being vulgar
vulgar meaning common // as when something is below you // like a girl
forbidden to say fuck // it makes a woman sound so common // oh come on
that’s all you expect from a flower // to be likeable // but to keep it raw & 100
is to be abhorred // fine but even the haters will pay // to hold their nose
at a halftime show // they’ll claim they are beyond Beyoncé // sick of Selena
yet they can’t look away from the Live Cam // no one wants to miss // the showgirl
as she breaks through the cake // unhooks her lingerie // La Virgen de Guadalupe
with a twist of Santa Muerte // what in the hell is she wearing // glad you ask
death is the new Christian Dior // the latest Chanel is corpse smell // I am the week-old
ham hock whore of horticulture // I bring the hothouse haute couture // & I always come
in last place // dressed to the nines I get what I want // which is to be The Tenth Muse Sor Juana
Inés de la Cruz // little Evita de Buenos Aires // screwing & screwing over
los descamisados on my Rainbow Tour // fuck Whitman fuck Pound // give me Emily D
speaking of which have I ever told you daddy // only sun gods get me hard // you want it
I got it // let me show you how a chola really leans // mother nature may wear floral but I ain’t
your mama // I thirst like Betty Boop at peak coquette // Marilyn Monroe
blowing in an air vent // say Malinche say Truvadawhore // give me more I thrive in
shade // my throat is my throne so // queen me bitch
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From Thrown in the Throat by Benjamin Garcia (Minneapolis: Milkweed Editions, 2020). Copyright © 2020 by Benjamin Garcia. Reprinted with permission from Milkweed Editions.
